Super Sonic + smile


Take me away from here for a night... I'll tell you the basics of who I am, but other than that, I can play pretend...

(Pretend I'm OK, pretend I'm just fine. Pretend my life is secular and I need no one. Shut myself off from the screaming five year old in my mind who will, if I allow her to, burst into sobs and beg to be held.... I'm not her, we don't even share the same name. I am separate from myself, separate from my responsibilities, separate from my life... tonight I am a painting of myself, I am a filigreed version of my nightmare... I can't do this for long, it's a heavy mask to wear and it feels as if it will send me insane.... but while I can hold reality at the length of a tight skirt and heels, I will).

Lay me down and make me purr. As a lover I am submissive in a way I never used to be– the effort is yours, the seduction on your part– that is why I am here. I am strength personified, sun rise to sunset, every day I live now in the After... instruct me, make me feel vulnerable and feminine, lush and objectified; and we’ll play.

Run your hands down the length of the skin I wear like a coat of steel, remind me it's soft and it can feel sensation as light and pleasant. As a lover I am selfish... I will lay down, smile on my face, and languish in sweeping waves of pleasure for as long as you'll allow me to. I feel no obligation toward the other psychical being I am clasped with– their pleasure is derived from mine or not at all, and I'll admit that, gluttonous.

I will lay for hours in the warmth of touch and anonymity... I'll be a pussy cat stretched out, limbs flayed and vulnerable, stomach warmed by bright morning sunshine and taking warmth greedily; no shadow of guilt, without the slightest inclintative thought of giving any touch, any kiss or caress of my lips, in return.

Boobies, Changeling, Life But Not As We Know It, love, my head is an awesome place to live, sex, shhhh its a secret, and more:

Purr + smile